clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Last Entry Today is officially three years here at DLand. Three years I've spent cataloging my life. I have written about getting kicked out, having a gun shoved at me, dealing with a growing toddler and my husband's job issues. I have found a new wonderful man in my husband and I have found love again with Jupiter. I have cried and shared joys. But I've also grown uncomfortable here. Too much of the past hangs out in the hallways of this diary. Too much of being trapped in a place that I hated and with people that brought me down. Too much fear and pain and things I'd rather not remember. I have started a new life here in a new town with a new job and new friends (well, old friends, but new to have around all the time). I am building a new family and loving my new home. I think it's only fitting that I should start a new diary, somewhere else, somewhere different. Maybe still on DLand, maybe not. I haven't decided where I'm going yet, but I really think I need to shut this address down. Clrmehppygrl-land is about to be closed for business, I believe. Yes, I could change my mind and come back here, but as of right now, I don't feel right here anymore. I can't talk as freely as I once did. Something is just "off" about this place now. As soon as I know where I'm going... or as soon as I think I'm going to stay here, I'll let you know. But as of right now, this is going to be my last post here. I think it fits for the 3rd anniversary of this place. I'll still be reading. I'll still be around, but I won't be updating, I don't think. The next time I update will be with the new address of my new diary. Yea, I haven't really thought this out much, but it feels like the only thing to do right now. Maybe temporary, maybe permanent, but it just is what I have to do. Love you guys, and thank you for spending the last 3 years along my side. 7:15 pm - 2005-09-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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