clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Disregard Just disregard that last entry. I was up early, tired, and hadn't had enough sleep. Yes, it's true that I feel spread thin right now. Yes, I'm not getting enough sleep at all. And yes, I have very little time for myself. But this is what all of this is about. I'm happy for the first time in a very long time so I really need to take the bad (lack of sleep) with all this good. I went to see Jupiter last night and fell asleep in her lap. I hated that sleep came between us. And once I got home, sleep got in the way of me and the hubby. I was frustrated that I couldn't stay awake to be with two of the most important people in life. This life I live is beautiful. I have a job I'm really good at. I have a too-smart-for-his-own-good child. I have both a husband and a girlfriend that love me more than I have ever deserved. I have a brother-in-the-making that I never thought I'd have. I have an apartment that is messy, but just the right size. I am on my own, truly on my own, for the first time in my life and it's wonderful. So, again, disregard that last message. 5:30 pm - 2005-09-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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