clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Pro-Period Okay, something mostly off the moving topic here. Last month, I skipped my period. Yes, I can do that because I'm on birth control. The time that I was supposed to get it was the same weekend that I was going up to see Jupiter. Take it for what you want, but travelling, dealing with my son in a new environment and being around the woman I love are NOT things I want to do whilst on the rag. Just not my cup of tea. So I went ahead and skipped it. This has become a blessing, since it has both synced my period with hers, something we wanted to do anyway, and has made it so that I'm NOT ragging the week we're moving, which is when it would've happened if I hadn't have skipped it to begin with. Thank goodness. Aunt Flow came early on me though. About 3 o'clock this morning to be exact... and she came with a vengence. This will teach me to skip a period again. The cramps, the cravings, the PMS... they're all doubled this time around. I guess I deserve it, but it still sucks. The thing I never realized is how good it feels to shed all of that stuff. Yea, you heard me right, I'm actually happy to have my period. Maybe it's the PMS hormones making me talk crazy, that is HIGHLY possible. But I just feel cleaner now that I've started my period. I feel lighter, more flushed. Oh who knows. I just didn't feel right NOT having my period. I've had it every month for the past 3 years. Before that, and before my pregnancy, my period was so sporatic that I never knew if it was coming at all. I usually only had 4-5 a year. So having it was a constant and fucking with that constant felt strange, even though the results of it are positive. So yes, this a period-positive post. I'm glad to be bleeding again. I'm glad to be using tampons again. I'm glad to feel clean again. I have no idea why any of this IS, but hey, I'm strange like that. 11:56 am - 2005-09-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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