clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Little Cry I found out yesterday that I start my new job on September 12th at 9am. I'm excited and scared all at the same time. We didn't get the apartment that we were looking at, so we've applied to another. I've never been turned down for an apartment before. Usually if there's a problem, they just ask for a bigger deposit, they don't turn you down right out. But hey, that place wasn't meant to be, so we're moving forward. I'm terribly nervous about not getting an apartment. That's my biggest fear right now. I've yet to cancel anything here only because I'm not sure if we're going to have a place to live in a few weeks. This is all very nerve-wracking. The whole thing, the personal, professional, everything. Last night, though, I had a really good cry on my hubby's shoulder, which was nice. It helped a whole lot. I needed to cry so badly. Things are a little clearer in my head now. A little more linear and focused. I'm so glad for that, because if I were to go on the way I was, my sanity wasn't going to be long for this world. 9:17 am - 2005-08-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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