clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- On Eating Better, Headaches, and the Preoccupication with Jupiter All of this having to eat better stuff is starting to really sink in, I think. Today we get to go grocery shopping after hubby gets home from work and I'm excited about it, which is just an oddity. For the past 5 days or so, I haven't been eating so well for lack of things in the house to cook and it's just been easier and faster to pick stuff up on the go. And I've been paying for the bad habits with some really killer headaches. I've noticed that if I eat something sugary, or greasy, or just full of fat, my head will hurt something fierce to the point that I can't think of anything else but that pain in my brain. Tomorrow I will go back to eating what I should, more fiber, more fruits and veggies, more protein. More good stuff for me so that these headaches will go away. I can't stand living like this anymore. I know the scare over my triglycerides really sent me off into a tailspin, but now that I'm having these physical symptoms of something not so good, I really have to watch what's going on with my body. It's hard right now, though, to concentrate on anything but Jupiter, and our life upcoming, and the joys of raising an entire family with Jupiter and her husband. I can't get the thought of freedom and peace out of my head long enough to figure out a meal, or to cook one. I know that my journal has been revolving around this for about a week now, and I feel like I've alienated some of you in the process. But I can't, and I won't, apologize for it. If any one of you knew how incredibly happy I am right now. How contented my husband is in seeing me happy, in the idea that our lives are moving forward in such a positive direction, if you could see us all together, you'd know how much all of this means to me. What woman (or man) is lucky enough to live in this world, and fall in love with the love of their life? Much less fall in love with two wonderful people and be able to love them both fully and completely, each with the whole of her heart? It's rare, I think, and I'm just figuring out how I lucked into it. 6:27 pm - 2005-07-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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