clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Scattered Thoughts So much has been going on. I'm falling madly in love all over again with a woman that I had loved madly back in my teenage years. Our love was so difficult back then, the contrast is so amazing now. My husband is extremely amazing through all this. He's practically encouraging me to love this woman. He happily moves away from the computer so that I can chat with her online. I constantly ask him if he's really okay. I constantly ask him if he's alright, and if he's happy, and if there's anything making him uncomfortable. But he's consistantly reassuring me and telling me that everything is good. Her husband is really the only one uncomfortable with the situation, but it's something that we're all willing to do. We're going to slow to his pace so that he can bring his comfort level up to where we are... or at least close to it. Her husband is a really great man, and I really like him a lot. There was a lot of animosity back when he came into her life, but that's completely changed now. He's funny, and nice, and really good to her, and that makes me love him as a friend. This is going to be a slow process, which, while it's frustrating as all hell, I think it's better in the long run, so that we don't all trip ourselves up. We're thinking about moving over to the west coast now, the area is beautiful and not too far from the Gulf. It's just something to think about. I'm very happy right now. My marriage is as strong as ever, and maybe even stronger. I love my husband in a brand new light. This is scattered, I know. But it's how my brain is right now. 11:51 pm - 2005-07-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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