clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Addiction I'm trying to hard to eat better. I'm trying so hard to cut my sugars down to non-existance, but I'm craving it. Like a junky to a needle, the refridgerator calls my name every time I get up to walk around. Last night I bought a medium sized, fairly simple cross-stitch of Winnie the Pooh to do for my son, and to keep my hands and mind busy... away from food. I've already finished at least 75% of it. I couldn't stop. It just bugs me that if you're addicted to anything else (ie: drugs, alcohol, cigarettes) you can just quit. Stop doing it altogether. Not saying it's easy, but if you just stay away from said substance long enough, tada, addiction broken. But food addiction isn't so easy. You can't just stop eating. It's so frustrating. I want nothing more right now than warm chocolate chip cookies. Oh god, that's just orgasmic thinking about it. I can't though. Instead? Spinach with low fat/sugar/carb dressing. Spinach does NOT taste like warm chocolate chip cookies. Spinach is NOT ooey and gooey and does NOT melt in your mouth like a warm chocolate chip cookie does. Spinach is green... cookies are NOT green. Well... not the ones I like at least. There's a jar of cream cheese icing in the cupboard that is just calling for a spoon right now and it's taking all I have no to jump up and go to town. I will probably go to sleep just to avoid the cravings. This sucks. 12:17 am - 2005-06-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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