clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Seeing HIM Again Tomorrow is my niece's 9th birthday, and my step-sister is holding it at a local water park. This means I have to sausage myself into a bathing suit, figure out if I want to cover my top or my bottom more, and then decide what exactly I'm going to cover it with. I found out that she ended up marrying the jackass that fathered my niece, and they're pregnant again, she's due in August. This means that from here on out, every birthday party and Christmas gathering with my father, he's going to be there. The fact that he did what he did to me hasn't left my mind. It was almost 8 years ago since it happened, and it doesn't hurt at all like it used to, but that doesn't mean that I enjoy seeing this man. It's hard to look someone in the face, and play polite when they've invaded you. But one thing I will say is that he's done a lot of growing up. I mean, he was only 16 at the time, and I was only 15. We were both drunk. But he still hurt me, and he doesn't get off the hook for that. I just hope tomorrow goes off without too much trouble. 2:22 pm - 2005-04-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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