clrmehppygrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Breakdowns This weekend was one of the lowest I've had in a very long time. The shut-down, the recovery. And now my manic phase, I suppose. Today at work I was buzzing around, feeling wonderful because I wasn't PMSing as hard, I wasn't sick anymore, and I'd gotten some sleep. Then, I come home, happy to be here, and check my email. And my mother sent me one of those damned movies where you're watching it, and then all of a sudden something pops up and screams at you. I lost it. I started crying and I just could NOT get the picture of whatever that THING was out of my head. It just kept popping up and screaming at me over and over and over and over again. I hated it. It was painful. This silly little thing has taken my mood right into the toilet again. I can't handle anything slightly difficult or disturbing. I hate being like this. This is really getting to be too much. 12:53 am - 2005-04-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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